The Tyrant Gentle Husband Book 5 Chapter 117
Everything was dark, and no light came in the room. I couldn't see anything, and my body felt severe than usual. I thought I had a fever, but when I touched my forehead, and I didn't feel any heat on it. What happened to my body? My eyes were heavy, and I couldn't open them.I'm so worried about Elena, and Elena is still unconscious at this point. I'm distressed that something will happen to Elena because lately, Elena has passed out a lot and feels dizzy.
If Walze is true and Elena remembered the thing that she forgot, then what would happen to our relationship? Will Elena leave me alone? Our relationship is new, and We haven't been together for a long time. My body trembled in sadness when I imagined living alone without Elena beside me. I need to open my eyes and sit down beside Elena until she opens her eyes. If Elena wakes up and I'm not beside her, what if Elena looks for me?
Will Elena be sad when she wakes up, and I am not by her side, or is Elena better off without me in her life? I don't want us to be fell apart from Elena, but I will respect her decision if she chose to leave me. I don't want this to happen, but I am unable to change her decision because I only gave her misery in the past, and maybe it is my punishment. Elena, forgive me, forgive my foolishness.
"It is your fault," There was a familiar voice behind me. It sounded like Elena's voice, but it is impossible because Elena was still conscious. I turned my body and saw Elena's body covered in fresh blood, which I don't know where it came from, It really looked terrifying, and there were many wounds all over Elena's body. They weren't ordinary wounds because Elena's entire body was full of deep knife wounds.
My heart surged in pain when he saw Elena's body covered in blood.
"Elena? What happened to you?" I walked towards Elena, but Elena glared at me with indignant eyes.
"It is your fault, because of you, I died like a piece of trash in the corner of the street. I am still a human that needs love and affection, but you throw me away like a piece of garbage. Am I insignificant in your eyes? Am I not worthy in your eyes? Tell me, Luke, tell me the truth," Elena yelled at me, and her face turned paler each time she spoke.
"Elena, listen to me. It is not right at all, as, for me, you are precious-," I wanted to explain it to Elena, but she shouted at me instead.
"Stop it. You are lying. You are lying to me. I love you so much with all of my heart, but you choose Miona Jeremy instead. I lived as your wife for three years, but I only got your betrayal instead. Why did you do this to me? Why? Why did I do wrong to you?" Elena cried hysterically at me.
"Elena, what are you talking about, and I never choose Miona over you. Elena, I love you so much," I tried to tell Elena how much I love her, but Elena glared at me furiously.
"Stop it because you are a big liar. I gave you all of my heart, but you rewarded me with the divorce agreement. I hate you so much, and it was a big mistake for us to get married. If you couldn't give me happiness, at least you can give me your time. You could only hurt me with your cold shoulder, and you could only hurt me by leaving me alone in your parent's mansion. I am married to you as your wife, not as your guardsman to protect your parent's house," Elena cried out in pain, and she hugged herself tightly, and her eyes shed blood tears.
Elena didn't hit him with a knife, but it hurts a lot like being stabbed by a sharp object. I didn't know what happened to Elena that made her look like this, but I couldn't refute her words, because it is true that I left Elena alone in my parent's house like she was insignificant in my life.
"Elena, I am sorry. I don't mean it, please believe me that I love you," I talked to Elena with teary eyes like an abandoned puppy, but it didn't work at all, and Elena was angrier to me.
"You love me? You said that you love me? Bullshit, you love me, but you left me alone. So this is love when you left me for three years. So this is love when you choose Miona over me. So this is love when you show me your cold shoulder. Do you call this love? If love only brings me misery, then I never need love at all. It means I also don't need you, Luke Vander," Elena glared at me with indignant eyes and her body hovering in the air.
"Elena, I am sorry. I am too late when I realized that you stole my heart. I am sorry, Elena, and I love you, please forgive me," I kneeled in front of her to show my sincerity, but she pushed me away instead with her power even without touching me.
"Elena, please listen to me. I will explain everything to you," I was desperately clinging to her cold body like a child that made a mistake and being scold by his parents. Elena's body is frigid, and her skin is paler than any normal humans, and it looks like she is not human anymore. She is more like a ghost or spirit from the underworld.
"Listen to you, and then I will live in misery again. You are a big liar, and you let me die in the corner of the street. You chose Miona over me, and you asked her to kill me. I lost my life because of you. I lived in pain because of you. If you refused to our marriage, then I wouldn't die like a piece of garbage. Because of you, I die, and you killed me indirectly with Miona's hands. You threw me away," Elena was crying hysterically.
"Elena, I am sorry. I love you, and I promise you that I will change for you, please believe me," I said while walking towards Elena and before I could hug her tiny body, Elena already pushed me aside with a sneer.
"Don't touch me with your dirty hand. You don't love me, and you already threw me away. I hate you so much. Why did you do this? I always cried alone in your bedroom. I tried everything to become perfect for you, and I even cooked for you every night, but you never came back. You never spoke to me, and you never saw me and spent time with me. I truly hate a big liar like you," Elena strangled my neck with her cold hands.
"Elena...uhukkk..," I coughed, and it was hard to breathe.
"You asked Miona Jeremy to kill me, and you publicized in media that she is your girlfriend. But what about me? What you ever did for me? Nothing, you gave me nothing at all. I won't let someone like you live in this world without feeling misery like I felt in the past," Elena strangled me as hard as she could.
Before Elena could kill me by strangling me, then I woke up with a body full of cold sweat. I looked at my watch then it showed 3.AM at this time. It was only a nightmare, and it seemed real to me. Before I could feel relief, the scene around me changed into the living room. I saw Elena in the second floor from the dining room. Elena's eyes shed blood tears, and she was angry at me.
"I don't believe you love me at all, and if you truly love me, then I will choose to kill myself and let you feel the misery that I used to feel in the past," Before I answered her, Elena already jumped from the second floor and her head covered in fresh blood.
I fell down on the floor and sat down silently. Elena chose to kill herself than having a new relationship with me. Now, I know how it feels when you love someone, but you can't get her. I yelled in sadness and cried as much as I could, but Elena won't return to life like before. Why did Elena say that I chose Miona Jeremy over her? I never chose Miona over her at all.
"Master, please wake up," I heard Lisa was calling me, but my eyes were too heavy, and I couldn't open them at all.
I saw a dark room around me, and there is a little young girl beside him. I suddenly remembered that I ever got kidnap when I was nine-years-old. There was a little girl back then who protected me with her tiny body. She was so brave, and she was mature a lot even though she was only five years old at that time. Now, I remembered that the little girl was Elena Marlen, my current wife.